Yeah it's like 4 in the morning on a Tuesday night/Wednesday morning, and yet again, I cannot fall asleep. I hate this! I just want to sleep!!!!!!!! AGH!!!!!!!
So i'm writing my letter. I decided to do it. Can't tell you what that means.
WHy can't I sleep?!?!?
TV isn't even helping. And at this point it's too late to take a tylenol pm, cause i'd sleep through stats..... Oh well.
This weekend should be fun. Messiah, Keg Race, Messiah Party, more Messiah, Messiah again, good times.
So i always manage to sleep fine with alcohol in my system. Maybe this is a sign from God that I should drink more? Probably not, because it would screw up my MEDULLA! (Once again an example of applying learned material from class to drinking habits.
Why can't I sleep?!?!?!?!!?!
I'm going to see Wicked over Christmas. I'm real excited. They're really good seats too. Should be fun.
Ok. Talk to y'all later. I'll probably be VERY tired if you see me tomorrow.
Cleary.
P.S. all i want for christmas is a prescription to Lunesta, so I can f*cking sleep at night! | 
Why is it that all of my life I feel more comfortable outside in public and in most social situations than I do sitting at home with my parents? I just don't feel like myself when I'm here.